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Heavy Traffic @ simplyjas.com

Photo credit: http://flickr.com/photos/erikrasmussen/2491870582

If you try to access my website, you will find that this error “The webpage cannot be found“. You may think I’ve removed my website. No No.. my account was suspended by my host administrator as other people hosting under my host are complaining about the slow transfer in the server. I’m one of the culprit cause my website jammed up the system. I was told that my bandwidth(rate of data transfer) is very high.

November 2008 Statistics

The Hotlinking Source
These are all the files people used and publish in their blogs, websites. Top in our list is /testangela.mp3. It was a remix created myself to introduce Angela Zhang’s album.

Thanks everyone for your support for visiting my website and giving in more hits. But because of that, my website is down for two days!!

And now, my website is back! I’ve deleted the files that people had used to hotlink and
Terms and Condition (wef 30 November 2008)
No hotlinking, leeching, piggy-backing, offsite image grabs and bandwidth theft. If you find some blogs hotlinking to www.simplyjas.com, please inform me(Jassy) at l0ve[dot]jassy[at]yahoo[dot]com.

X.O.X.O
Jassy

[Version8.1] The Sheepish Sheep

Yeah. What you are viewing now is the version 8.1 of Sheepish Sheep. You can read the original wordpress theme here.

What I’ve modified is the width of the entry pages, sidebar and calendar. I’m super please. I finally learned how to make iframe calender. If you’ve noticed my sidebar, the logo of the calendar is changed! I tried to decode the html code of the iframe calendar, and I got the gist of how the original calendar was made. So, I modified the whole calendar layout to what I want. 

The original iframe calendar was taken from http://qc-keren.blogspot.com/, under the “Stuff” section. Why I like this sheep so much is because it is designed by me! So, this sheep is simplyjas.com mascot.

High School Musical 3 : Senior Years

Just before it stops screening at the cinema, Shirley asked me out to watch HSM3. Before that, we were FB-ing that we will have a girl’s night out at her place and watch the HSM3 Dvd after her exams. Apparently, the DVD wasnt out after her exam. Our movie was at 850pm, Vivocity. Super egg-cited to see her. She has been a very close friend since high school. I’m her girlfriend and she is my “boyfriend”. She really has the qualities of a boyfriend tt im looking out. She’s always there for me, scold me when im wrong, encourage me when im down, lending a listening ear to me.

Before the movie, we walked around vivo and took some photos.

I love HSM 1and 2. Up till now, the most impressionable song is “You are the music in me” from HSM2.

The plot of HSM 3

It’s the end of the Wildcats’ championship basketball game against the West High Knights, where team captain Troy immediately rallies their spirits. With the teams’ spirit raised, they win. Later, at Troy’s after-match party at his house, Troy and Gabriella are seen thinking about their future and wishing that their last few months at East High would not end. Meanwhile, Sharpay meets Tiara Gold, a British exchange student whom she hires to be her personal assistant.

Drama teacher Ms. Darbus notices that since there were so few sign-ups for the spring musical, Sharpay could do a one-woman show. This alarms Kelsi, who is writing the show, so she signs up almost everyone in the class for it instead. This results in Ms. Darbus announcing they will create a play about their final months at East High. In addition she reveals that Sharpay, Ryan, Kelsi, and Troy have all been considered for a scholarship at Julliard, but only one of them is to be chosen. Sharpay becomes desperate to win the scholarship, and knowing that Kelsi will give the best songs to Troy and Gabriella in the musical, she gets Ryan to try to persuade Kelsi to give them a song.

The next day, Gabriella and Troy meet on the rooftop and she teaches him how to waltz . Chad then asks Taylor to go to prom with him. She initially refuses due to his lack of enthusiasm, but later agrees when Chad proves he can put in some effort and asks again in front of half the school. The group rehearse for the musical, a scene about their prom. Meanwhile, Ryan walks in on Kelsi composing Just Wanna Be with You in the music room, and performs it with her, and then he asks her to prom halfway through. While Troy and Chad reminisce about their past, Sharpay and Tiara discover that Gabriella has a chance to go to college early. Sharpay later convinces Troy that he is the only thing keeping Gabriella from her dream. Troy talks to Gabriella about this over pizza, and after sharing an awkward goodnight, Gabriella leaves for college the next day.

Troy’s dad, Jack, talks to him about his academic future. Troy becomes angry, confused, and runs away, storming around East High confused until he finally screams at the top of his lungs in the theatre. Ms. Darbus is in the theatre and reveals that she sent in his application for Julliard, as she knew how comfortable he was on stage and how much he liked it. Troy takes no offense and thinks about the advice given to him. Troy later gets a call from Gabriella saying she won’t return to Albuquerque as she is too used to being away. On the night of prom, Troy visits Gabriella at Stanford, and the two waltz again. Troy then convinces Gabriella to return as everyone isn’t the same without her.

Back at East High, Jimmie receives a text from Troy to tell him to cover for him onstage because he is going to be late. The Julliard representatives are there, and watch as the show seems to go well. During the first number Chad, Jason, Zeke, and Martha debut, Jimmie then performs with Sharpay, receiving his own standing ovation. Troy and Gabriella appear during the second half of the show and sing their duet together. Tiara then betrays Sharpay and tells her how she is going to take over next year in the drama department. Sharpay finally learns how it feels to be humiliated, but does not wish to go down. While Tiara performs, Sharpay immediately crashes her performance and shows her up.

Ms. Darbus reveals that both Kelsi and Ryan have won the Julliard scholarship. Taylor will go to Yale University; Sharpay will go to University of Albuquerque and will assist Ms. Darbus in running the drama department in the fall. Troy decides to go to the University of California, Berkeley, where he can play basketball, study drama and be close to Gabriella. After learning about Troy’s decision, Chad runs offstage and into the school gym. There he and Troy work things out and learn that their college’s basketball teams will play each other the upcoming fall.

At the graduation ceremony, Troy gives the class speech. Throwing their caps in the air, the graduates form a giant wildcat before breaking out into song and dance. The six friends walk down the field where a curtain closes off the graduation ceremony and turns into a stage. The six stars do their signature jump and then the camera does a close up of each actor. They take their final bow as the curtain closes.

Thoughts after watching

I think it was fabulous! High School Musical never fails me.

2009 hairstyle

If you flipped thursday’s Urban paper, you will see a few sets of hairstyles that will be coming up next year. This photo caught my attention:

I think this is cool. If I really want this hair style, I will need to rebond so that we can see the effect. Doesnt it look like our Little J from Gossip Girls?

Wala Wala

How could I forget to blog about Wala Wala? This should be a month’s old entry and I got shocked when the system shows this when i did a search:

When you’re at Holland V, Wala Wala is a place you cannot miss. It is arguably the most popular spot on Holland V. A little history about the bar, it has been standing here for 13 years and always been drawing many expats to their bar. Wala Wala remains the grand dame of the bars along the Lorong Mambong stretch. This decade-old two-storey stalwart packs a crowd that ranges from varsity students to yuppies with its laid back atmosphere and nightly live music. You can choose either al fresco or indoor where there’s band. The first level offers full menu of food while the second level offers drinks and fingerfood. But note that the second level is by first-come-first serve basis. After 9pm, you will have to buy a drink in order to come up. So, the best is to come early and chop a place.

Last month, my last day of work, my colleagues and I went to Holland Village Wala Wala. We reached there around 7 plus pm and we went up to the second floor – air-conditioned. The band (two guys) were playing acoustic music such as Collide, Always be my baby etc. Frankly speaking, the way they sing, I can also grab a mic and go up to the stage and sing. But I have to thank them for entertaining us.

We waited for Phyllis and ordered some food. I ordered Mango Magarita again. But I like what Gwen was drinking from the series from “one for one” housepour liquor and beer. Ok, currently the drink I like is Mango Magarita, Bright Ale and Gwen’s drink.

Buffalo Wings
Superb! It is mixed with 15 different spices. It is very crispy on the outside, juicy in the inside. In the end, we ordered two plates of the wings. This is really a MUST TRY! Don’t tell anyone you went to Wala Wala without eating their signature food.
Ratings: (out of 5 stars)

Seafood Pizza
Ratings: (out of 5 stars)

Ratings: (out of 5 stars)

 When 930pm came, we were so happy. The band has changed to UnXpected(if im not wrong..it falls on thursday). The female vocalists have really good voice rock the house all night longand they totally rock the whole house down. All of them can sing and play the instrument! Simply loving this place and willing to go there for the second time (any takers?). Timbre is also a good place too (just that I misssed the performance by Goodfellas that time)..

Jassy is Super

Sick..  (flu leading to cough.. hard to talk)

Sorry.. (for all i’ve done..)

Sian.. (is losing her way)

feel like vomitting and fainting on the way back home.. (also dont know why)

帶我走

I feel like singing..

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

I dont know how should I go about doing this thing? Should I tell you the truth? or let you go ahead..I’m just not feeling great..everything seems like a deception..

Thanks shir for lending listening ear to me..

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Gavin DeGraw – I Don’t Wanna Be

I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son
I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone’s attention please
if you’re not like this and that
You’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I’m telling everybody

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be… hey yeaaah
I don’t want to be… hey yeaaah
I don’t want to be

will people forgive you for what you have done?

Photo credit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/northernstarandthewhiterabbit/777842153/

Alright.. I’m actually blogging this entry in the train.. on my way back home after a scolding from my mum. that moment, i wish that i have wings to fly back home to save all the scoldings.

Life is tough recently. The nightmare is haunting me again. It was an incident happened long ago that I only shared with one of my girlfriends a few months after that incident. I didnt even share this to my church friends.. my closest sister. My mind often reflect back on the “scene of crime”. It was an unintentional mistake but what done cannot be undone. Now, this friend I shared this secret to is no longer with me. I really miss her a lot. Where is she? If im feeling lousy about this incident, I can approach her. But now she is gone.. and no second person would understand what I’ve been through. Everything is back to square one when I have only me, myself and God. I know that I can surrender all this to God, tell Him what I’m feeling but it would be good if there’s someone I can share. After that incident, God showed me this verse and iit was the verse that I continued to persevere on and tried to pull myself out of the situation. This is also my favorite verse in times of trouble.

Psalm 40

For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.

 1 I waited patiently for the LORD;
       he turned to me and heard my cry.

 2 He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
       out of the mud and mire;
       he set my feet on a rock
       and gave me a firm place to stand.

 3 He put a new song in my mouth,
       a hymn of praise to our God.
       Many will see and fear
       and put their trust in the LORD.

Sometimes, I really wish that there is someone i can share the story to and let them share the burden with me. But i just unwilling to open up because i fear rejection. What if people judge me after knowing the story? Will they go “ee.. why she like that one”? The one I should trust is all my brothers and sisters- in Christ, cause they will not judge me. But the sense of insecureness held me back from opening up as I really afraid that people will judge me.

So what if i repented.. and realised my mistakes.. will people forgive me? They will still remember the bad things I’ve done. So how am i going to pick myself up from where i fell when people are not moving on too..when people simply dont forgive you? This incident really hit my hard and totally changed who I supposed to be. If you knew me a few years back, you know that the ME now is totally different from who I was. I’m not happy with the new me. I started to keep everything to myself.. not bubbly..and I felt that im so fake. IT’S NOT ME!!.. I thought that this incident had ruined my life. I’m like forever carrying this jail number plate with me wherever I go. This incident took away what I’m supposed to be. I’m unable to walk out of this shadow. Even me myself cant forgive what I’ve done, how would people forgive me? How can i expect people to let go when me myself still couldnt get out of this misery?