Archive for September, 2008

Posted on Sunday, Sep 21 at 1:00 am

Filed under Emo Queen

Posted on Thursday, Sep 18 at 12:28 am

Filed under Karaoke

 

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翻唱- 不要對我再說愛 (林凡)
Recorded 17 September 2008

太多愛不明不白
我還在　分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白　怎麼笑著走出來

不要對我再說愛
你回來　可是過去再也回不來
不要對我再說愛
我還在　鞦韆上搖擺

太多人不明不白
我不想　重新開始　還想著原來
太多人不必等待
我不能　給你確定的未來

不要對我再說愛
你回來　可是過去回不來
不要對我再說愛
我還在　鞦韆上來回搖擺

不要對我再說愛
我坦白　一直忘不了原來
不要對我再說愛
我害怕　我們再受到傷害

不要對我再說愛
你回來　可是過去回不來
不要對我再說愛就讓我
一個人靜靜搖擺

一段愛從不明白　到明白
我的眼淚才慢慢流出來

Posted on Tuesday, Sep 9 at 12:59 am

Filed under Emo Queen

Yesterday evening was quite a roller-coaster day for me. I experienced happiness, sadness, angriness,  irritativeness and painfulness. I dont think anyone would experience what Im experiencing now. 

Emotion of sadness
It’s quite a long time I catch up with Calyn and Crystal. We see each other during service but didnt have time to get together and talk. It’s just like “too near yet too far”. Suddenly, I feel like missing them. It’s been a long time we talked to one another. How are they? Are they ok? What are they busy with recently? Yesterday I called them out of randomness (just to get out of some awkward situation). I really miss their voice.. their everything. Gosh.. by the time I called Calyn, really broke down. I tried to control myself during the evening. Chatted with her about the awkward situation and some catching up.

Emotion of happiness
Because it’s my friend’s 21st bday. The age that you can fully get freedom, do whatever you want without parents consent. But, I’m not looking forward to my 21st though. This saturday is pear’s bday party. My wallet gonna burn another hole.

Emotion of Painfulness
My back hurts again. Like the other time, I cant breathe hard as i will feel pain everytime I breathe. I dont know why is this happening. Maybe it is because I carried heavy stuff? I really didnt take care of my health. It was so hurtful that I cried in pain in my room.

Emotion of Angriness and Irritativeness
Some people are just insensitive about people around them. Like when I say I dont want, means really dont want. Why must you force me? I’ve already made my stand clear at the beginning and you keep forcing me. I’m a bit sick and tired to hee-haa with you. Shall not say more here, my close friends know about it 就好了

Posted on Saturday, Sep 6 at 1:54 pm

Filed under Rants, Rants, Rants

This week is really a blessed week, be it in school or at work. I started to understand why God arrange all these for me. His plan is so perfect. Initially, I doubted Him, and asked Him if this is what He wants me to be and why must He put me here. But this week, I finally realised the beauty of His plan. If you want me to share with you, just give me a shout and I can share it to you directly.

Work was great this week. I got to learn more things, and taking more responsibilities than before. During my stay in my company, I really really gain a lot. The kind of satisfaction is indescribable. I saw myself growing and learning each day. I’m really very blessed staying in this company. Although there maybe times whereby workload is heavy, clashes with colleagues, I believe this is what God is challenging me. To become who He wants me to be, mould me in my characters, strengthen my strengths and turns my weaknesses to strengths.

Today, I bought 3 shoes at one go. I have a lot of new shoes already, but I’m still buying to store them. In the end, I spent around $80++ and got the membership card. Members are entitled to 10% discount and an additional 20% if it falls on your birthday. But seems like I have around 12 shoes at least??..

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