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Posted on Tuesday, Sep 9 at 12:59 am

Yesterday evening was quite a roller-coaster day for me. I experienced happiness, sadness, angriness, irritativeness and painfulness. I dont think anyone would experience what Im experiencing now.

Emotion of sadness
It’s quite a long time I catch up with Calyn and Crystal. We see each other during service but didnt have time to get together and talk. It’s just like “too near yet too far”. Suddenly, I feel like missing them. It’s been a long time we talked to one another. How are they? Are they ok? What are they busy with recently? Yesterday I called them out of randomness (just to get out of some awkward situation). I really miss their voice.. their everything. Gosh.. by the time I called Calyn, really broke down. I tried to control myself during the evening. Chatted with her about the awkward situation and some catching up.

Emotion of happiness
Because it’s my friend’s 21st bday. The age that you can fully get freedom, do whatever you want without parents consent. But, I’m not looking forward to my 21st though. This saturday is pear’s bday party. My wallet gonna burn another hole.

Emotion of Painfulness
My back hurts again. Like the other time, I cant breathe hard as i will feel pain everytime I breathe. I dont know why is this happening. Maybe it is because I carried heavy stuff? I really didnt take care of my health. It was so hurtful that I cried in pain in my room.

Emotion of Angriness and Irritativeness
Some people are just insensitive about people around them. Like when I say I dont want, means really dont want. Why must you force me? I’ve already made my stand clear at the beginning and you keep forcing me. I’m a bit sick and tired to hee-haa with you. Shall not say more here, my close friends know about it 就好了