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Saturday [14 June 2008]

Last saturday, had a short meet up with char bo Claris at PS. The last time we met each other was 3 months ago at our CCA concert. We shared a plate of Pastamania’s pasta and had a quick catch up about our lives. After dinner, we went to Pet Lover’s Centre to see hamster. The hamsters there were so cute, cuddling together, eating, yawning. Anyway, I’ve decided to get myself a hamster. When I was in Secondary school, I bought 2 couple hamsters. They reproduced 8 babies but the mother ate 5 away. In the end, I’ve left 3 baby hamster. Then, they reproduced again and that was the time I bought one more cage to separate the male and female. I felt ashamed of myself as I did not really take care of my hamster. Last time, I really had a hard time to take care of many hamsters. Provided, I was still young and didnt really know how to take care of hamster. In the end, I just gave up on them. I feel remorseful about my act. I was still young, and didnt have much responsibility to take care of the hamsters. It was then, i started to lose interest in taking care of them. Now, this will not be my impulsive buy.

I’ve already have an idea of what hamster I’m getting. This is definitely not my impulsive buy. I already thought of getting one female, white dwarf hamster. And this is enough. I’ve also thought of the name for my hamster. Scouffle, Sophie, Snowball.

But, even if I want a hamster, I need to overcome one obstacle - my mum. She objects me from getting hamster as it is troublesome, dirty etc.. She like Teh Peng so much that she rather have Teh Peng than my hammie. (Ok, I will talk more about hamster in my next post.)

After meeting with Claris, went to service. On the way to meet Claris earlier the day, I received a call from Jenn Yang that he will be coming for service. I’m so glad that he nodded often many times of persuasion. This would be our 4th year not seeing each other. I’m really glad knowing him during my first 3 mths. It was a daring move from me that we can now call friends. JY was with me during my down days and encouraged me throughout my darkest time a few years back. He inspired me, He encouraged me. He really encouraged me a lot 4 years back. He was the one who who witness how i fell and he was the one who lent his hands to me during my stormy days. Luckily we did not lose contact. And I’m really really grateful that he is my friend.

My little reflection: Actually, I do not have any desire for any BG relationship. I would rather build on my sisters’ and brothers’ relationships and relationship with God.

Sunday [15 June 2008]

When i was preparing myself to meet Claris again to PC Show, Collin called me for lunch. In the end, we end up going PC Show together. Tell you.. the place was really packed!! Not only was Suntec City, but the City Link too.. Gosh.. And I got almost irritated when people suddenly stop halfway (without giving any cue) and talk to their friends or look at the advertisements. Please go to the cafe if you really want to talk..

Guess what I bought after all squeezing with the crowd? Of all things, ink cartridge… Ya. This is stupid of me getting ink cartridge(such a small item) at computer fair. After we bought our things, we went pet station to see hamster again before going Swensen to have our ice cream. 

In the end, I got a little “lecturing” by Claris and Collin. They told me to be optimistic, dont think of how people look at me etc.. Really hope to get out of this dilemma. I just hate this..
I ought to stop the negative thoughts in my mind and move on with life. But it seems like I’m taking way too long..