It’s been 2 weeks. (edited on 03may)

Posted on Thursday, May 3 at 9:00 pm

Today, marked the 2nd week since i knew the truth. A terrible truth that i initially guessed it from my intuition. Though i hate to know the truth, but life has to continue. i will learn how to face it bravely and smile and look out for the future. Got to talk to my sunshine and expressed what has been hidden in my heart.

Anyway, the song that you are listening to is Starlight by Muse. I can say that it’s a Love A First Listen. When i listen to this song, especially the introduction, a strange feeling stirred in my mind. I dont know how to describe, but i just feel that i am very familiar with the song.

Yesterday, was msn-ing shirley about the farewell party, AGM. We maybe getting all the year3s to get together and have a meal together. We dont want to stress the juniors for organising farewell party. ‘cos it will be sad for us, and for them. The more we talked about it, the more i feel like crying. I dont wish to leave CCA. I will surely miss all my Nu Ers and Er Zis! They are just like my children, who i groomed them. This one year, we’ve changed. Juniors were learning more angklung skills, and i become more confident to conduct sectional practice. I’m really happy to witness their growth for this one year. But now, i am going to leave my children for them to explore the mystery of life.

I will never regret the position i have. Angklung Sectional Leader. Once a sectional leader, always a sectional leader. The reason why i choose sectional leader was because i want to interact with people. i want to talk to people, unlike other roles like quartermaster. Perhaps, the more i interact with people, the more i understand more about them..the more i feel to care about them..and now, the more i cant bear to leave them.

After CCA, i seized the opportunity to hug my darling year2s. the warmest hugs i ever received. filled with happiness and love. they told me “must do well worx.. must come back when u are free.. dont cry”. I forced a smile and left. I tried not to cry infront of them. I wanna leave CCA with my smile, with happy memories i spent with them

i wonder what will happen to me on Institute Day. My last day in CCA..

yin whee
May 3rd, 2007 at 7:21 pm

hey mom, u are gonna smile and say good job to all ur daughters and sons on that day.. u are gonna give mi ur greatest smile.. k? =D
Jassy
May 3rd, 2007 at 9:07 pm

[yinwhee]: nu er! i will give my biggest, widest smile to you guys! love you
-shir-
May 4th, 2007 at 12:27 am

AHHHH!hopefully, the two SLs will stay strong on that day.if not…HEHS!the two SLs shall flood MIAKE. (: we love doing that right gf?HAHAHAHA!
Jassy
May 4th, 2007 at 2:37 pm

[-shir-]: “we love doing that right gf?HAHAHAHA!” the “that” u talking about, is CRYING? yaya. we are emo SLs! and we “love” it
-shir-
May 4th, 2007 at 8:32 pm

ya lor.crying luh.we’re two emo SLs remember? =x anyhow, how’s your hand?still pain? poor gf, kena bullied.I WILL PUNCH THAT PERSON OK? and even in my dreams, i will BULLY THAT PERSON BACK! hehs.

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