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If my friends are reading this..

Posted on Friday, Apr 13 at 10:24 pm

I’m sorry that the past few entries sounded emo. I tried not to affect your mood while reading the entries, so i decided to private it. No point hacking the password to read the entry. Cause i think reading the entry wont help me though. Tx was trying to hack into the entry yesterday. Due to the wrong information given by tuan kiak, he tried to use “yan jing tang” as the password. I feel like laughing when tx told me how he try to hack the entry.

I’ve been forcing to smile infront of everyone. If not, all my cliques will say that my frown spoils their mood. So, to please them, i have to SMILE! And also, some friends already have their problems and i do not wish to add on to their burden. It will be too selfish of me. Troubled by alot of things.

The major worry is CCA. SYF is coming. Though everyone is picking up, but i’m just worry about my angklung section. Like what Ms Wee said, the members need to play several times in order to get the correct one. So, we had sectionals on wednesday. Tested everyone one by one. I hope i can do more, but there wasnt enough time to for me to go through all the errors. Secondly, i was affected by what people commented in MI Link about CCA. Can everyone just stop comparing CCA and Band? Afterall, it’s still music. I really wish people can appreciate music as a whole instead of comparing which one is better than another?

Thirdly, we suggested to the school to allow CCA for a break from PE. But, the idea was rejected. We are only be excused on the SYF week itself. I’m starting to worry. My members are getting injury. Like meiling, she got swollen hand after playing volleyball. What kind of school system is this? Ms Wee said she will not conduct on SYF if one of the members are injured ‘cos of PE. I can see that she is also unhappy with such arrangement. CCA, please take care of your safety and health.. please.

Fourthly, i said that i will be giving CCA my first composition. The melody is already done. But, i just dont know how to pen down and arrange the piece together. I keep thinking.. will my effort be wasted? Is the song end up shitty? Am i just plainly wasting my time?Will the song be appreciated? I dont know either.

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