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[23 Mar] 

Although we were walking as a group from classrooms to classrooms, but our hearts werent together. Less talking and chit-chatting. And i was escaping from the reality by listening to the songs in my Neeon2. As we were walking to our next venue,i saw the last person i would wish to see. One moment, i was feeling so pissed. But just as i shifted my vision to the other side, i saw yan jing tang. Everything was solved naturally.

Ms wee came quite early for practice. Chatted with her about the up-coming SYF competition. IS ON 26TH APRIL 2007 Thursday, we will be the last group. That means, i will be skipping PE lesson! This will be the last performance, last chance, last time i will be performing. i will miss CCA alot.

can i just stay in CCA longer? i will miss all my angklung members..i wish to see them grow everyday in their learning of music. Teaching them how to play the angklungs is a sense of accomplishemnt and satisfaction. i will miss all my darlings and dearies. we had many performances together. our first performance at marina bay, lau pak sat, henderson home performance, watching Forbidden City together,SYF closing at IMM when all of us cheered for the school while waiting for our bus to come, our esplanade at the concourse performance when the alumni came back to help us, CCA Bonding at Sentosa, Gamelan workshop. i will miss ms wee, her laughter, her conducting. i will miss mr J and ms lim.

We had our practices, fine-tuning the pieces. Ms Wee kept calling us “the bronze group” when we made alot of noises and not listening to her. Then, some of them were really bored and started to play some hide-and-seek game. Hendra hid Shirley’s phone into the PBs. Ben hid Nani’s phone.

After that, ms wee made some of them to stay back to practise their playings. Went dinner with ben, cuijun, edith, sera, tk and jl. Then, jl and edith went NTUC to buy drink. Ben asked JL to buy some drink for him. Ben needs to rush back to school to deliver the dinner to the rest. But he insisted to wait for jl for his drink. Then, jl came with Baygon. Was so shocked and said to jl “a.. ben’s drink leh?” Jl didnt hear that Ben wants drink. Poor ben, had to go back to sch without his drink.

Then, Mr J joined us only after we have eaten. We waited for him and negotiated with him whether do we need to go for lessons after our SYF performance. Then we came to this shop which sells alot of cute cute stuff. Initially, i was just waiting for the rest to buy their things. But in the end, i was attracted by this little bear keychain. Guess what, it’s 50 cent. Then, i bought a big packet of many packets of tissue papers. The cover of the tissue paper is MY MELODY. Then, i also bought a metal box with mickey mouse picture. I just bought it without thinking of what to put inside.

When we bought our cute cute stuff, we found that we are going to late. So, we ran all the way from the coffeeshop all the way to school. People just saw 4 crazy women running on the streets.

I got a sense of satisfaction bcos of the 50cent bear. I showed it to everybody. Yeah,I know, I’m crazy. Then, we continued our practice until 9pm. I was the time-keeper for that day. We had to keep track of the time. 2 pieces should not exceed 8 minutes, but we exceeded. So, more cancellation will be done.

[24 Mar]

We had our trial run at Singapore conference hall. We were only given one hour 15 minutes to trial run our pieces, to get familiarise with the coming in and out of the instruments. We waited for our turn. While waiting, i grabbed a sandwich from the vending machine. I was so hungry that i will go mad anytime. I started acting infront of my friends, trying to entertain them. Next time, if you want, you can ask me to perform for you to see my “stomach-show”.

cam-whore while waiting.

We timed our moving in of instruments, and it was 5 minutes. That’s too long. The maximum time we are given is 2 minutes. Perhaps is because everyone was unfamiliar with the backstage and stage. Once again, im back on the stage. The last time i went on stage was the last time i performed for my drama group. And the stage let me think of the time i went to Esplanade Concert Hall for my chinese cross talk performance. But.. all these were the past. We should look forward. towards the future.. our SYF!

Mr Tan( ms wee husband) came and really gave alot of comments on the sound quality and stuff. Isnt it good to have a partner who shares the same interest as you? just like Mrs Tan and Mr Tan. They can exchange views and opinions to each other.

Back to school, we arranged our instruments- melodies, PBs etc. The pieces of wood indicate the notes-like 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 representing the do re mi. Tze kiat was standing beside me and he complained:

Kiat: Why not “3″?

Me: Got ar.. so many.. you cant see meh? the field out there, the roads there got “trees” what.

He was so shocked that i will say this kind of thing to him. It’s so funny lor. He didnt expect that someone like me will rebut him.

Back home, i managed to squeeze in time to do my music composition.

anyway, talking about my cca. I already have an idea what souvenier to give back to CCA. I’m intending to compose a song. Really! i already have a rough idea how the music will go. So, hope i can finish it, before i step down. Hope i can really finish composing the piece of music. (extracted from the entry-vending my anger)

I finally got the main melody of it. Now, i have to think of the counter melody to suit into this song..

i’m missing kbox. miss the karaoke system.. the microphones.. the seats..the last time i went was on 25 feb with sher and claris. and i already have some side effects when i do not go to kbox to sing. i become much depressed.. lost my direction..and all kinds of stupid feelings just stuck in my heart. i want to sing it out!!

anyway, this was what we bought for emily.

Let’s talk about today. We had lessons according to the timetable. this time round, the teachers are allocated a room. So, students will go to the room during the lessons. The principal said that it is a chance for us to experience the university-like way of studying. But i thought it will be a waste of time for us to travel from one venue to another as some of the slackers will tend to have a stroll.

During lessons, we had our games. All my hang-out friends are in the same game group- Volleyball. But eventually we are splitted up again, to carry out different activities. There was some remarks made by some of the students that the activity was boring. So, the teacher gathered us back again to lecture us. And mentioned that the PE is a form of relaxation for us after facing stress in classroom. You call this relax? enjoying pe? Other schools maybe.. but not my school.

After PE, tx and i bought iced milo. and a few of us studied in the canteen while others were gobbling up their food. During maths lesson, i felt like someone punching my stomach. It was a sensational sharp pain. I complained to my friends and tx told me that he stomach pain. Is it because of the iced milo?

(latest update at 10pm)Then, i asked my da ge which medicine should i take, cause he is a medicine student. he told me “charcoal tablets”? HUH was my reaction. CHARCOAL TABLETS? my mum gave me 2 tablets. According to the instructions on the paper, im suppose to stir the tablets in the water and drink it. So, i stirred my 1st tablet into the warm water. The transparent water turns BLACK! My mum panicked and told me to drink it, cause the colour will really disgust me. So for the 2nd tablet, i swallow it.

Now, you think i’m crazy to take charcoal tablets? Here is what Internet tells me:

CHARCOAL, sometimes referred to as activated charcoal, absorbs or binds to substances in the stomach and intestines. Traditionally used to adsorb gases in the digestive system, thus relieving the discomfort caused by indigestion, wind and  heartburn. The charcoal will help to “absorb” all the toxins in the stomach.

God Bless i will survive after consuming charcoal tablets before recovering from my ache.

CAUTION: if you are feeling happy and great, please dont read this entry. It will spoil your mood. 

Ask me, am i angry? I will say yes. Ask me, am i furious? I will say yes.

I dont think today is my day. Alot of unpleasant events happened today, that really made me very very angry and displeased. Early in the morning, two guys already ”made-my-day” me. Thanks for starting my day in this horrible way. Who were they? my supposedly Sunshines. When i reached school, i saw the two of them at the canteen making their way up to the classroom to take their bags for assembly. So, i told them that i will be waiting for them outside the hall.

I waited.. waited.. and waited..

Everyone was making their way to the hall.. i was standing outside the hall..and waited for them like an idiot. It’s impossible for them to take such a long time to get their bags and come up to the hall right? Dont tell me that the distance from the canteen to the classroom is as long as from Jurong to Changi? And guessed how long they took to come to the hall? 10 minutes. Or.. i should not blame them. Perhaps they were ROBBED on their way there. SINCE they KNOW that i’m waiting for them, cant they just make their way down faster and meet me? And guessed what i heard? They were practically taking a nice, romantic stroll up to the classroom (like looking at the beautiful scenery of the Botanical Garden, chit-chatting)

This was not the first time waiting for them. I mean.. one of them. Guess who? Obviously is that one la.

On monday, this person made me and tanxiao wait for him outside the school, at the bus stop. We wanted to buy birthday present for emily. So, we called him if he want to join us. So, he agreed and told us to wait for him. “I will be there soon”

After 5 minutes.. we called him..

“oo.. sorry.. i’m in the general office”

Then, some of our classmates came out, and we asked them where was he.

“he’s at the stadium”

After sometime, second batch of people came out and we asked the same question.

“oo.. he ar.. he is in the classroom”

Halo..we are waiting for you..Can you come out faster? If you cant make it, it’s fine! It’s not that you have no handphone to contact us? You can tell us to go ahead first right?

So, tx, tk and me went without him. (very obvious who is the “he”, right?) 

Let’s forget about the “SUNSHINE GANG” la.. afterall we are not very close friend and as important to one another, right? There are many more wonderful things as compared to sunshines right?

*the thought of dismissing the gang*

Just as i thought i can feel better during the CCA Open House.. I WAS WRONG! 

Very unpleasant thing happened. I couldnt tolerate it, and i can feel that at any moment, i will be splitted into half. I will go crazy.. I will break down..

Many members saw my black face. They can even see the huge flame of fire on my head. Uncontrollable rage inflamed my face. Many tried to calm me, by talking to me, asking me whether i alright? I think next time, they should try not to ask this question. Just pass me a fire extinguisher will do.

So, i already prepared to scold the members, and made them stayed back after practice. But, the moment i gathered them together.. the moment i sit on top of the table and stare at them.. the moment i see their faces.. all my anger gone.

Is like i am supposed to scold them.. but, in the end, i just advised them and talked to them.. and a scolding session turned out to be an evaluation session for them to reflect what they did.

I’m such a loser..I do not have the courage to scold them. turning scolding session to evaluation and reflection session.

I’ve never been so angry before. And now, this is how i end my 21 March 2007. Did 3 maths questions and thats it.

anyway, talking about my cca. I already have an idea what souvenier to give back to cca. I’m intending to compose a song. Really! i already have a rough idea how the music will go. So, hope i can finish it, before i step down. Hope i can really finish composing the piece of music.

by the way, i added a song to my blog. My Chemical Romance. Cause i dont think i will like to listen those sentimental, slow and nice songs. Doesnt flow with my feelings. Now, i need real ROCK, NOISY, ALOT OF SHOUTINGS..ARGHX….

Channel U showed the last episode for 花样少男少女. Before i start to watch the last episode, i already anticipated a not-so-good ending.  Cause i heard from sher and shir. They watched the ending long long ago, but i told them NOT to tell me first.

Actually, i learned something from this last episode..

暗恋,并不时一件痛苦的事. 其实我们也可以享受暗恋别人的滋味. 暗恋一个人不代表你一定要和那个人在一起.只要看到他幸福快乐,你也会为他开心.只要他高兴,你也会很高兴.似乎你们俩已经结为一体. 暗恋一个人就好像是他的守护天使. 每一分,每一秒,都在看着他,担心他. 你不需要告诉他你是多么的在乎他.你不需要告诉他你有多么的爱他.

Copyrighted: Jassy

Anyway, today is Jenn Yang’s birthday!

  Happy birthday! 20 years old le!! May all ur dreams come true! Stay cheerful and smile always! Nothing can defeat you!

Then, a few minutes later.. will be someone else’s birthday!

Willy and my sunshine emily’s bday! Can i be kiasu abit? i shall wish them happy birthday NOW!

生日快乐 20 March 2007!

 Sunshine, must be happy everyday ok? then, hope you and 25 can get together =X no lar.. but first.. must chiong for exams,ok? Hope you can do well in A levels! Let’s chiong together! Jia U! I will be always ur dear dear sunshine de!

 arlow! Happy 20th birthday! hmmx.. hope you will have a great time celebrating ur bday? NS is tough, but must endure worx! must really really take care of urself. cause the country needs you! Singapore NEEDS you to defend for the country! =)

HaPpY BiRtHDaY t0 YoU ALL
HaPPy BiRtHdAy To yOu ALL,
HaPpY bIRtHdaY HapPy BirthDaY….
hApPy BiRThDaY tO yOu ALL!