One day, i went to the forum and saw a thread mentioning about our members, kc_theory, who passed away on 28 July 2005, due to personal reason. At first, i didnt know who is the girl that everyone is talking about. Until someone showed me her photo. I was shocked. Although we only met one or two times, we chatted alot through MSN. She has the same age as me, and we often chat from our idol, Jay Chou, to our studies, our dreams.
I dont know the reason why she want to commit suicide. She was a great companion, a great friend of mine. She encouraged me to pursue my dreams.
July 12, 2005
[06:44:27 PM] -)kc_theory: hey hey
[06:44:32 PM] *Jas* 22: hi!
[06:45:57 PM] -)kc_theory: wah.. recording ur songs now?
[06:46:20 PM] *Jas* 22: no..
[06:46:22 PM] *Jas* 22: finish le
[06:46:28 PM] *Jas* 22: haha.. u wanna listen ar?
[06:46:52 PM] -)kc_theory: yeah!
[06:46:55 PM] -)kc_theory: i wan be ur fan sia
[06:47:00 PM] -)kc_theory: i think ur voice really very nice
[06:47:01 PM] -)kc_theory: =D
[06:47:18 PM] *Jas* 22: haha.. dont laugh if u hear the thing not nice
[06:47:19 PM] *Jas* 22: haha
[06:47:51 PM] -)kc_theory: heh heh.. shd be nice de la.. my idol number 3 lehz!
[06:48:30 PM] *Jas* 22: wow! who is ur idol no 1 and 2?
[06:49:11 PM] -)kc_theory: jay n nqmm
She was the first person who treated me as her idol, and giving me support in my singing. She said that she will be there supporting me when i’m joining Jue Dui Superstar. She promised that she will wait for my 1st singing album to be out, and i promised her that i will give her my album once i finished all my recordings.
One day, i was feeling sad. She knew, she consoled me.
25 July 05
[06:58:18 PM] -)kc_theory: hey
[07:03:15 PM] *Jas* : hi
[07:03:24 PM] -)kc_theory: how come u so down?
[07:03:30 PM] *Jas* : haix
[07:03:35 PM] *Jas* : donnoe how to say lar
[07:06:33 PM] -)kc_theory: just sayit as it is lor
[07:06:35 PM] -)kc_theory: affairs of the heart? sch?
But, i didnt reply her. That was the last time she chatted with me.
On the day she passed away, i didnt notice her nick and yet i asked her if she have “at the begining” piano score. I should have notice her nick, and console her..If I’ve done that, she would not be too miserable. Her last nick was : I’m sorry my friends. Goodbye, it’s hard to die
I LOST A REALLY GREAT NUMBER ONE FAN!
A girl who loves to travel and wish to visit European countries. She would wish to explore the 7 wonders of the Medieval Mind, especially The Colosseum and Leaning Tower of Pisa.
Loves shopping and visit the karaoke lounge most often. She is shy when in a unfamiliar situation and with strangers. But once she's "warmed-up", she will be more opened and spontaneous in activities.
Her friends said that she is caring, cheerful, optimistic, sweet, enthusiastic and creative. She likes to
